has always played out differently
in my head
I was supposed to hold you,
kiss you right after.
I was supposed to take you home.
We were supposed to be a family.
Instead we said a heartbreaking goodbye.
We should be having a fun filled birthday party,
happy and laughing
for a 12yr old you.
So many "supposed to's" and "should be's"
and every year after 2004
Happy birthday, my sweet forever baby girl, Mia Marvelle!